YOhoHOhoHOho~~~~ Happy belated Deepavali & Holloween!!!
Anyway, life's been pretty much the same these
few days/weeks.. so cant blame me for not bloggin..
it would jus be a waste of space.. LoL...
Was sick last weekend, from Fri onwards..
I slept through Sat & Sun. =.=
Gd thing Mon was a holiday.. LoLs...
Baby's been pretty busy wif war nowadays..
No, not REAL war... *game*...
so we havent been spending lots of time together..
but its okay.. Dec comin soon.. =)
cant wait.. bot my tix le... hohoho!!!
it was a WOPPING $2,250.00 =.=.. Tix+Airport tax+GST....
My Gawd.. ill be eating shiet for the next few mths.. LoL....
is ok.. i saved quite abit.. so shd be able to last =)
Anyway, hopefully ill have more to blog bout soon..
havent had an XYZ outing in a while le..
Minz say will be meeting for dinner nxt week.. LoL...
Pigs i tell u.. LMAO*im one oso* HoHoHoHo.....
K-PoPing @ 6:14 PM
HI HI HI!!!
been gone like more than a week.. lol..
as in gone from bloggin.. hahahah!!!
nth much to blog so i didnt bother...
Anyway, jus wana say a big...WELCOM BACK TO SINGAPORE DARLING MINZ!!!LoL....
she went to tw for a week,
my msn was very quiet.. LMAO...
bongster was oso out the whole week.. =.=
Also, went to get my tix ytd(sat)
but the agency was closed.. so will jus call in tmr(mon)...
& lastly... Richard showed me this clip...
its so freakin AWSOME!!! LOL....
http://www.youtube.com/experiencewii
watch it all the way.... 100% gona make u smile or laugh or WOW!!
^^v
K-PoPing @ 5:24 PM
Pls skip this post if ur nt into mushy romance stuff
( this post is mostly dedicated to Richard )
I've heard, seen & read how couples fall apart due to distance
or time apart from each other,
heck i think ive even experience it b4.
so im sorry that in the begining i didn't actually thought
this relationship with you was a valid one.
I didnt think it would last, i didnt noe how far we would have gone.
I thought we would be like 90% of the couples who met online.
together for their honeymoon period en break b4 things gt too serious.
the fact that you lived 10,492 km away doesnt make it any easy..
& due to these circumstances im sorry to say we dont have an
anniversary date.. I think it was on June 06 that we gt together, I think.
LoL.. but thats nt so important, cos i've outgrown the importance of a
dating anniversary, be it in mths or yrs.. as long as we're together,
I dun mind if u forgot bout buying me anniversary presents... lmao
To start from the begining.
We met online, in a dance game.
we talk, gt to noe each other, exchange msn, gt to noe each other more.
Then we became an in-game-couple. (means JUST in game)
i duno wen it became an OUT-AND-in-game-couple.. LoL
But yeah, thats how we knew each other.
( to those that i told a diff story, im terribly sorry for deceiving you, iv'e just heard
too much objections to this relationship that i gt tired of telling the truth, so
pls dun come up to me the nxt time u see me & shake your head,
i already noe )
so technically speaking, YES,
I took a HUGE(univers HUGE) risk.. by flying over to a country
thats so so so far away from home, & meeting him for the very 1st time.
Thinking back, i think that has gt to be one of the stupidest thing i have ever done..
LoL... *note: i said stupidest, doesnt mean i regret it.. cos i dont*
Anyway, I flew a 13 hr flight to meet a guy i met online,
oh iv'e seen him b4, talked him too.. jus nvr met IN PERSON(duh)..
so i think, saying that i had "butterflies in my stomach"
is an UNDERSTATEMENT OF THE CENTURY...
i had like butterlies, bees, wasp, flies.. etc etc etc..
i was a bag of nerves...
to tell you the truth, i even thought of turning around and flying back..
LoL.. i noe i noe...
but when i finally saw u, a hug & a peck on the cheek for the 1st time..
i can seriously tell you.. I love u even more..
& like i said, i nvr regretted the decision of meeting you..
^^
In the whole 2 yrs++(i think) that we've called ourselves a couple..
we have only REALLY met and been together for a meer 3 mths...
there has not been a day that has past wer we did NOT fight or disagree on something
Every single DAY was like a rollercoaster.. we would feel everything
from happiness to sadness to jealousy to anger & back to happiness..
were such a psycho couple i wonder how other ppl tolerate us.. LoL...
but even wif such a shaky relationship
i somehow feel we dun even have a scratch on us... were like a bullet proof vest.. hahaha...
u shoot me, i shoot you but were still fine...
Having a long distance relationship is sooooooo hard....
i dunno how i survived so far..
a friend of mine recently has the "problem" of her bf being away
for reservist purposes. she told me how she doesnt like being away from him
for the 3 weeks that he'll be "away" *no offence 3 weeks?? ONLY*
( you either forgot i have a LONG distance relationship or u really didnt have anyone else
to talk to bout this, but seriously... -roll eyes-[again no offence] )
You gave me the "Out of sight, Out of mind"(OSOM) story.
*meaning- you dun see the person or be wif him/her, your feelings en thought
would jus slowly fade away....*
all i can say is that, if you tell me that you really love him..
your not suppose to feel this way in the 1st place...
you nt suppose to feel (OSOM).. cos then tats nt Love...
miss him, yes, jealous, sure(for wat i oso duno since its all guys there), but
how can you say tat ull lose your feeling for him.... ridiculous i tell you...
& if your scared HE might lose his feelings for you, then you have 2 options
- you can always try & win him back (if ur meant to be, ur meant to be)
or -noe that his not serious from the start & jus move on...
All i can say is, "Absence makes the heart grow fonder".
being wif that special someone day in, day out,
can bore the relationship after sometime,
( of cors, tats jus MY opinion, you can always think otherwise )
couples have to have their own space en time alone or wif friends..
couples are suppose to miss each other,
missing the other shows how much you feel for them,
shows how much important their presence is,
it lets you appreciate the time you are together more.
( but like i said, thats jus MY opinion )
Anyway, back to my someone...
Im sorry, i go out wif friends & collegues but you dont.
Im sorry, that i wana do my own stuff at home, like watchin tv or playing Aud.
Im sorry sometimes it seems like im ignoring you & wat you want from me.
but it doesnt mean, im not thinking of u,
it doesnt mean i love you any less,
it doesnt mean im losing my feelings for you,
cos those things dont happen with us.
i noe tat you noe my true feelings.. so pls dun think otherwise.
i noe perfectly well how u feel, so i just need the same understanding from you.
i cant wait to see you this Dec.
I love you, Richard.
PS. to those who read and are now having goosbumps...
dun blame me, i warned you already...
blame your KPO-ness... LoL
K-PoPing @ 12:19 PM
yes yes, its been a few days... nothing much happen...
For last Sat events, there was nth, cos XYZ outing was cancelled..(bong okay le mah?)
Sun events can visit Ongs webbiee.. i dun have the pics.. LoL
Monday back at wrk, been sleepin late now adays....
BAD i tell u... head en eyes hurts...
gona stop wering contacts for the time being..
let my eyes breath... *breeeeath in, breeeeath out* LoL
today is tue en nth much either..
currently calculating teams commission en stuff..
getting @@.... y always nt tally(s/p?)... T_T
frustrating.. well..
*to YZ: so wen are we goin out? i still wana watch that movie,
"The House Bunny".. LoL...
mmh.. nth els much to write.. hehe... its a boring world for me =P
K-PoPing @ 12:46 PM
*ok due to some complaints that collegues have made.. actually
not complain le, but they scared for me.. LoL...
that the intended "victim" will read this post.. so to not waste
a friendship i shall re-edit this post"
Erm... i dunno how to start..
its still quite early but mmh... omg im totally WB*writtersblock*....
Currently at wrk.. jus doin a little tidying en packing.. clearing some rubbish tats
been laying on my table for like eons.. LoL jkjk but it has been there a while...
anyway, later on im goin eat-out wif a friend... en im kinda nt feeling like it..
dun get me wrong im craving the certain somthing, jus that the company is abit off for me..
i gt nth against certain friend(CF), seriously....... *IM SERIOUS, stop laughing*
just tat CF's the type of person hu has a bullet train mouth.
i gt nth against bullet train mouth either... but CF's conversations are quite.. mmh..
how do i say this... erm... "repeatetive"??(w/e sp)
as in, CF can talk about one unimportant topic for hrs and well..
i jus dun like listening to a story over en over again...
but seriously ive gt nth against CF.. i dun mind goin out wif CF, jus nt on a 'DATE'...
sigh..............................................
anyway, all i can do is enjoy the food... theres the plus... im hoping its a bigger plus than the minus..LoL....
i ask minz to save me but she's busy oredy,
i dun tink bongs free either since she said she's ONLY free on sat... =.="
Mr Lim dun wana save me either.. keep complaining his FAT!!
like omg, the day he is considered fat is the day im Miss Univers... HaH....
waiting for other ppl from my team to ask wether they can save me.. LoL....
PS.... Eddie Eddie Gambatte!!! *wave pom poms* ^^v
U've been lookin very down now adays...
cheer up K... dun giv up...
Anything, can ask any of the team for help,
if i can help can ask me oso...
*world peace*
K-PoPing @ 1:29 PM